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		<title>The slow death of Tasik Chini</title>
		<link>http://victorchin.com/2011/05/14/the-slow-death-of-tasik-chini/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 14 May 2011 07:24:19 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Victor Chin</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[The area and community of Tasik Chini was what attracted a group of Asian Public Intellectuals (API) to gather there this year. This group of about 30, with two members each from Indonesia, Japan, Philippines and Thailand with the remaining number from Malaysia, was there as part of their regional project based on the common [...]]]></description>
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<p>The area and community of Tasik Chini was what attracted a group of  Asian Public Intellectuals (API) to gather there this year. This group  of about 30, with two members each from Indonesia, Japan, Philippines  and Thailand with the remaining number from Malaysia, was there as part  of their regional project based on the common element — water.</p>
<p>Tasik Chini was their last stop. Since 2008, this group has visited  the Kali Code River in Yogyakarta; Biwako Lake, the largest lake in  Japan; the Tapee river in the Khiriwong community in south Thailand and  the Batanes islands north of the Philippines.</p>
<p>Hezri  Adnan was the leader of this site visit. He is an academic at UKM and  also a visiting Fellow at The Australian National University. He said,  “We are here to develop networking and collaboration within the API  fellows in response to regional environmental challenges. The gathering  here is to learn, document and promote local community knowledge and how  they come to terms with the degradation of their traditional habitat —  the water, lakes, forest and their communal life. We hope to learn from  the indigenous Jakuns and then later frame an Asian perspective to  mitigate these common and urgent environment issues.”</p>
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		<title>Freedom of Expression</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 22 Dec 2010 05:04:20 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Victor Chin</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Speaking out for peace, justice and liberty can be a dangerous thing. Just speaking out against oppression of the authorities can mean jail, banishment or even death but this has not discouraged many individuals from doing so. In 1948, on December 10, the General Assembly of the United Nations adopted and proclaimed the Universal Declaration [...]]]></description>
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<p>Speaking out for peace, justice and liberty can be a  dangerous thing. Just speaking out against oppression of the authorities  can mean jail, banishment or even death but this has not discouraged  many individuals from doing so.</p>
<p>In 1948, on December 10, the General Assembly of the United Nations  adopted and proclaimed the Universal Declaration of Human Rights, to  promote the universal respect for and observance of human rights and  fundamental freedoms. There are now 192 member states in the United  Nations. All member states have to comply with the declaration but many  countries continue to violate it.</p>
<p>The Nobel Peace award this December is a reminder of the importance  of the 62-year-old document on human rights. This year it was awarded to  Liu Xiaobo from China but he was not able to receive the honour  personally.</p>
<p>He is serving a 12-year prison sentence in a Chinese prison. His  crime is freedom of expression. He spoke out for a more open and  democratic form of government for the Chinese people. China, of course,  is an economic giant today but there are many voices of dissent there.</p>
<p>Last Saturday, December 11, for the third consecutive year, The  Annexe Gallery in Kuala Lumpur had an awards ceremony for the Annexe  Heroes Freedom of Expression Awards 2010.</p>
<p>This is also another commemoration of the existence of the Human  Rights declaration. It was a modest event compared to the  internationally renowned Nobel award ceremony. But it was just as  significant.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/opinion/article/freedom-of-expression/" target="_blank">read more</a></p>
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		<title>Sharing a meal and life lessons</title>
		<link>http://victorchin.com/2010/10/21/sharing-a-meal-and-life-lessons/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 21 Oct 2010 15:16:27 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Victor Chin</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Dinner time at the Agathians Shelter home in Petaling Jaya Do you generally feel that real kindness might not exist (with all the endless wars and human injustices around us, here and elsewhere )? Or, do you  simply believe human beings to be naturally kind? Have  you also wondered why there are so many kids [...]]]></description>
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<p><em>Dinner time at the Agathians Shelter home in Petaling Jaya</em></p>
<p>Do you generally feel that real kindness might not exist (with all the  endless wars and human injustices around us, here and elsewhere )? Or,  do you  simply believe human beings to be naturally kind?</p>
<p>Have  you also wondered why there are so many kids without parents  and homes in our towns and cities? Furthermore, what are your  reflections on this essential yet  eternal and complex question, “How  shall one live?”</p>
<p>One of the many places, where you can reflect on the above issues, is  at the Agathians Shelter, in Petaling Jaya, a home for the displaced  young people.</p>
<p><a href="http://http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/opinion/article/sharing-a-meal-and-life-lessons/"></a><a href="http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/opinion/article/sharing-a-meal-and-life-lessons/" target="_blank">read more&#8230;</a></p>
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		<title>Langkawi Geoparks</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 10 May 2010 04:35:48 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Victor Chin</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Langkawi, the magnificient karst landsacpe of Kilim Why do people visit Langkawi? A lot of people go there to buy or sell duty free goods. Some go there to buy or sell airplanes during the annual international air show. Tourists go to the islands for the beautiful tropical beaches and sun. Others go there to [...]]]></description>
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<p><em>Langkawi, the magnificient karst landsacpe of Kilim</em></p>
<p>Why do people visit Langkawi? A lot of people go there to buy or sell  duty free goods. Some go there to buy or sell airplanes during the  annual international air show. Tourists go to the islands for the  beautiful tropical beaches and sun. Others go there to work in the  tourist industry, the main economic backbone of the island.</p>
<p>However, there is a growing number who go there not just for its  unique geographic settings of the hills, sea, beaches and sun but to  know more about its 550 million years old geological history and its  landscape.</p>
<p>In 2007, Langkawi, part of the state of Kedah, was given a new  concept, geopark, by Unesco. Not long ago it was popularly called  eco-tourism and before that, it was fragmented into nature, marine,  forest and cultural reserves.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/opinion/article/Langkawi-Geoparks/">Read more&#8230;</a></p>
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		<title>Vote to End Injustice</title>
		<link>http://victorchin.com/2010/04/22/vote-to-end-injustice/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 22 Apr 2010 04:49:56 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Victor Chin</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[For those of you who missed the event in Kuala Kubu Baru, this is my video take of the Sat. 17 April nomination day for the Ulu Selangor parliamentary by-election.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>For those of you who missed the event in Kuala Kubu Baru, this is my video take of the Sat. 17 April nomination day for the Ulu Selangor parliamentary by-election.</p>
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		<title>8 March 2008 &#8211; Keeping in mind our dissent</title>
		<link>http://victorchin.com/2010/03/07/8-march-2008-keeping-in-mind-our-dissent/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 07 Mar 2010 12:37:23 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Victor Chin</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[This  month brings back the memories of the vote of dissent by 49% of  Malaysians in the last General Election against the ruling political party. In  West Malaysia there was a 51% opposition vote. For the first time  the Barisan National was denied its 2/3 majority in Parliament. Many Malaysians had hoped to see a [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>This  month brings back the memories of the vote of dissent by 49% of  Malaysians in the last General Election against the ruling political party. In  West Malaysia there was a 51% opposition vote. For the first time  the Barisan National was denied its 2/3 majority in Parliament.</p>
<p>Many Malaysians had hoped to see a fairer, freer and  friendlier country since then. We wanted a clearer separation of powers between political party and government, religion and government,  race and government and law and government. This is our country and it does not belong to any political party (ruling or otherwise). Has there been much change?</p>
<p>We would like to see the government uphold the rule of law, to look after the welfare of its peoples and not use its system to just protect the ruling political party&#8217;s elite members and their abuse of powers. Has there been much change?</p>
<p>Our legitimate political dissent and opposition to the ruling party is our constitutional right. It  also plays a vital role of check and balance and must not  be misconstrued as our being enemies of the state which is what the ruling party has been doing in the last fifty years. Has there been much change?</p>
<p>Most of us do not cherish the idea of living under these extreme conditions  any longer. Do you?</p>
<p>There are more then 4.5 million Malaysians eligible to vote but they have not registered yet. Let&#8217;s get as many as possible to do so for the next election. Let&#8217;s vote our way to a fairer, freer and friendlier country. Can we make the changes ourselves and for our children?</p>
<p>Listen and watch Malaysians speak, sing and dance their hopes and aspirations for the future&#8230;</p>
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		<title>Ipoh, Now and Then.</title>
		<link>http://victorchin.com/2010/02/11/ipoh-now-and-then/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 10 Feb 2010 16:04:58 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Victor Chin</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Distinctive and mineral rich limestone outcrops surround Ipoh city. Limestone outcrops  dot the Kinta Valley in Perak. The capital city, Ipoh, is surrounded by these geological features. These natural structures, formed over millions of years,  greet you as you enter or exit. The geology of this area was and still is  its natural assets. Tin [...]]]></description>
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<p><em>Distinctive and mineral rich limestone outcrops surround Ipoh city.</em></p>
<p>Limestone outcrops  dot the Kinta Valley in Perak. The capital city, Ipoh, is surrounded by these geological features. These natural structures, formed over millions of years,  greet you as you enter or exit. The geology of this area was and still is  its natural assets. Tin was like its gold. Ipoh was a place tin and its peoples built.</p>
<p>The history of Ipoh was a continuing  fight over tin and other natural resources.  Today,  the battle is over the governing of the state and what&#8217;s left of its natural heritage and its peoples &#8211; for those in power to exploit. This week&#8217;s  news, from the Federal Court, that the people of Ipoh will not be given a second chance to decide their own government but instead have been forced to accept one they didn&#8217;t elect, is another dark chapter of its history.</p>
<p>How can the people of Perak deal with the present situation in Perak?  Over the last weekend, <a href="http://www.sayaanakbangsamalaysia.net/">Saya Anak Bangsa Malaysia</a> brought some useful ideas to more than 120 participants in Ipoh.  At that forum, they got to know about the history of the struggle of all Malaysians  against their rulers and those in power, then and now.</p>
<p>Here is my video of some of the highlights of the event.</p>
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		<title>Swee&#8217;s memory of our mother</title>
		<link>http://victorchin.com/2009/12/09/swees-memory-of-our-mother/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 09 Dec 2009 06:35:10 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Victor Chin</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[My mother passed away almost three years ago. My mother was diagnosed with congestive heart condition in late 1999.  Seven years later, on 31st October 2006, she was admitted into University Hospital to have a heart by-pass surgery. My mother never regained consciousness after her surgery.  Sadly, 40 days later on 9th December 2006 at [...]]]></description>
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<p>My mother passed away almost three years ago. My mother was diagnosed with congestive heart condition in late 1999.  Seven years later, on 31st October 2006, she was admitted into University Hospital to have a heart by-pass surgery.</p>
<p><a href="http://victorchin.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2006/12/hair2_6713.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-medium wp-image-20" title="hair2_6713.jpg" src="http://victorchin.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2006/12/hair2_6713-300x173.jpg" alt="hair2_6713.jpg" width="300" height="173" /></a></p>
<p>My mother never regained consciousness after her surgery.  Sadly, 40 days later on 9th December 2006 at 7.00pm, she passed away at the age of 80 still in the Intensive Care Unit.  I did not get to hold my Mum’s hand or stroke her face one last time as she passed away before I got there.</p>
<p><a href="http://victorchin.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/03/hands10-_7119-copy.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-medium wp-image-32" title="hands10-_7119-copy.jpg" src="http://victorchin.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/03/hands10-_7119-copy-300x215.jpg" alt="hands10-_7119-copy.jpg" width="300" height="215" /></a></p>
<p>I remember vividly the day when my brother rang to tell me that my mother was critically ill.  My husband and I were our way to do our weekly groceries shopping.  It was 12.30pm in Auckland where we live and over in Kuala Lumpur it was 7.30am in the morning.  My instincts told me that it was not good news.</p>
<p><a href="http://victorchin.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/01/legs1-6397.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-medium wp-image-28" title="legs1-6397.jpg" src="http://victorchin.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/01/legs1-6397-300x173.jpg" alt="legs1-6397.jpg" width="300" height="173" /></a><br />
I had no empathy about death until I lost my dear mother.  My heart was like a vase smashed by a hammer. Baffled and bereft, I somehow muddled through in the days after her death. Her death taught me that life is fleeting and family counts. Conjuring her voice, her infectious laughter and our frequent long distance calls have become a way for me to keep her close, to gather together the bits and pieces of her that reside within me.</p>
<p><a href="http://victorchin.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/09/representation5ajpg.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-medium wp-image-52" title="representation5ajpg" src="http://victorchin.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/09/representation5ajpg-300x246.jpg" alt="representation5ajpg" width="300" height="246" /></a></p>
<p>Born in 1926, my mother’s life spanned the Great Depression, World War II, the repressed ‘50s, the stormy ‘60s, disco, Y2K, 9/11, mobile phones, the digital revolution, emails and beyond.<br />
I love the twinkle in Mum’s eyes whenever she talked about Seenum, my brother’s son.  Being a traditionalist, having grandson to carry on the Chin’s family name was her ultimate desire in her life.  My nephew fulfilled my Mum’s joy and pride.<br />
<a href="http://victorchin.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/06/body10_7155-copy.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-medium wp-image-44" src="http://victorchin.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/06/body10_7155-copy-300x215.jpg" alt="" width="300" height="215" /></a><br />
Now when I go back to the house where Mum lived, I can almost see my mother’s face peering out the lounge window as my husband and I arrive even before we get to the door bell. She’s been gone nearly three years and her presence still permeates through out the house, her bedroom, the kitchen, the garden, the verandah, everywhere.<br />
My mother left me with lots of famous sayings and lots of funny stories. This is how I get through the loss of my mother — by telling stories of her exploits, by laughing at her infamous mispronunciations, by remembering her strength, by following her Hakka recipes (“harm gai” which is her secret Hakka recipe of soaking a steamed “kampong” chicken in her concoction of home brewed rice wine and granulated salt).</p>
<p><a href="http://victorchin.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/04/last-words3.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-medium wp-image-39" title="last-words3.jpg" src="http://victorchin.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/04/last-words3-300x248.jpg" alt="last-words3.jpg" width="300" height="248" /></a><br />
In a letter she wrote for my brother and to read after her death, which we found in her drawer beneath ancient bank statements, I never really thought about death until I lost my mother. But losing someone close to you gives you clarity. It helps you see what matters most; it allows you to appreciate the precious pieces a person leaves behind.<br />
It’s my mother’s voice I hear whenever I am worried, in response to my worries about money or work or weight.</p>
<p><a href="http://victorchin.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/07/representation5jpg.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-medium wp-image-49" title="representation5jpg" src="http://victorchin.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/07/representation5jpg-300x226.jpg" alt="representation5jpg" width="300" height="226" /></a></p>
<p>My mother may be gone, but she is never gone from my heart as I replay fond memories of her. My mother and I shared a great mother and daughter relationship and bond.  She had an irrepressible love of a good mother and will be unforgettable.  I don’t ever recall saying out loud “I love you” to my mother.  Words may be missing but we had a deep affection for each other.  Most of the time, even before she opened her mouth to say something, I already had an inclination what my mother is going to tell me. I still miss her very much and I know she is always watching over me, my brother and her immediate family members.</p>
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		<title>EXITS in video</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 23 Oct 2009 03:04:29 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Victor Chin</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[This is a short video of our recent exhibition EXITS]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>This is a short video of our recent exhibition EXITS</p>
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		<title>Heah Hock Heng&#8217;s Exit</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 21 Oct 2009 15:55:38 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Victor Chin</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Heah Hock Heng passed away on 20 October, 10 days short of his 64 birthday. I first met Heah, in the 80&#8242;s, when I just joined the Malaysian Nature Society (MNS). He needed volunteers to help do a painting job at the MNS field centre in Cameron Highlands. Apart from working as a painter I [...]]]></description>
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<p>Heah Hock Heng passed away on 20 October, 10 days short of his 64 birthday. I first met Heah, in the 80&#8242;s, when I just joined the Malaysian Nature Society (MNS). He needed volunteers to help do a painting job at the MNS field centre in Cameron Highlands.</p>
<p>Apart from working as a painter I also ended up cutting chillies and onions etc. in the kitchen. Heah was both the project manager as well as the chef at that time. He was already renown then for his work in the field .</p>
<p>My painting was not up to standard and neither was my cutting skills. But that was the beginning of my long friendship with Heah and later with his wife Cheong Ann and some friends from the MNS days.</p>
<p><a href="http://victorchin.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/Heah-with-friends08-2.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-459" title="Heah-with-friends08-2" src="http://victorchin.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/Heah-with-friends08-2.jpg" alt="Heah-with-friends08-2" width="500" height="343" /></a></p>
<p><em>Heah (standing in the far right) making sure that the lunch for the party was in order, 2007, at KLPac.</em></p>
<p>Two years ago, I asked Heah and his friends to help cook a lunch for 100 persons. This was a party for a mixed disability group of friends at the KLPac. It was to celebrate the exhibition of photographs of the disabled athletes, which I had done.</p>
<p>Heah was one person who was always willing to help, when he can, no matter what it may be. He also had a distinguished career as a project manager for forest and environment related projects in Malaysia.</p>
<p><a href="http://victorchin.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/Heah-with-friends08-1.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-460" title="Heah-with-friends08-1" src="http://victorchin.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/Heah-with-friends08-1.jpg" alt="Heah-with-friends08-1" width="500" height="335" /></a></p>
<p><em>Heah with all his friends helping out at the KLPac lunch for the disabled friends, 2007.</em></p>
<p>But most of all, Heah will be remembered as a chef, for feeding thousands of MUS members &#8217;5 start hotel food&#8217; deep in the Malaysian mountains.</p>
<p><span style="color: #339966;">Heah&#8217;s funeral will be on Saturday 24 October, 2pm, Trinity Methodist Church, Petaling Jaya. </span></p>
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